just wanted to publicly give a huge thank you to one of the most rockinest girls evar for taking the time to send me the 2 Boston Pearl Jam shows from September. i was feelin quite shitty from this annoying cold and talkin to her on IM and listening to my boys raised my spirits a whole lot -- enough for me to stick thru the rest of my work day. thanks much, and <3 ya! =)

i just went down to Best Buy during my lunch break to pick up the new U2 CD / DVD / Book, and i'm listening to it right now. life is good. :)

Dead as dead can be the doctor tells me
But I just can't believe him, ever the optimistic one
I'm sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy

Wake up and face me
Don't play dead 'cause maybe
Someday i'll walk away and say
You dissapoint me
Maybe you're better off this way

Leaning over you here, cold and catatonic
I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been
It's your right and your ability to become my perfect enemy

Wake up and face me
Don't play dead 'cause maybe
Someday i'll walk away and say
You fucking dissapoint me
Maybe your better off this way

Go ahead and play dead
I know that you can hear this
Go ahead and play dead
Why can't you turn and face me
You fucking dissapoint me

Passive-aggressive bullshit...

all kinds of good stuff came out today...

Half-Life 2 - picked that up at lunch today. collector's edition. yeah, i wanted that t-shirt. :)

Need for Speed Underground 2 - thought about it. i figure i can wait on it since i barely touched Sims 2, GTA: SA, and EQ2 has been taking a good amount of my gaming time. and now with HL2, who knows

Pearl Jam, rearviewmirror - i'm not a fan of "Best Of" albums, but c'mon.. it's a new PJ release. i haven't really had a chance to listen to the new remixes. i just hope the version of Jeremy is the one that the radio stations used to play, i really dug the different background vocals towards the end of the song, and also hope it plays all the way through, unlike the single.

oh yeah... uploaded Holiday Havoc pics from Sunday up to my gallery. except for what happened afterwards.. and yesterday, and today i guess... that sucked. :(

i bite my lip too much but it's okay
cause i had you once
you disappeared on me but i'm not angry
i miss you
i miss you
i take too many pills but it's okay
cause i had you once
one day i won't wake up
well i'll be happy
you'll miss me
you'll miss me

nothing left to
complain about
no more drinking
no more going out
no more violence
no more bravery
no more intercourse
no more easy
just a hand shake
from me to you
scaly skin disease
has got inside of you
no more intercourse
no more easy
no more easy

Firefox 1.0 is out. ditch IE and make the internet happy. ;)

EverQuest 2 is also out today. buy it and help put food on my table. kthx!

i really like that new Gwen Stefani song... i'd play it more but i don't want my cube-mates to murda me. =(

Mood: embarrassed

seriously... what the fuck is up with you people? yeah the last 4 years have been GREAT, having a republican prez and republican-controlled house and senate. i've lost faith in this country. canada, invade us, PLEASE!!! (or at least the blue states)

Mood: angry

i'm just about to end another 12 hour shift at work. gonna go home pack up and drive 90 minutes up to LA, where i'm registered to vote. i slacked on the absentee thing due to work/laziness and my only option now is to actually go there. i cannot NOT vote tomorrow. if Florida 2000 happens all over again, i wouldn't be able to live it down. so i'm gonna hit the polls when they open, try not to miss too much work and get back within the 2 hours they give us to vote. i know little to nothing about the propositions or local candidates, so i'm not going to vote on anything i'm not informed about. i'm just doin this for Kerry!

i must be going insane...

i'm 4 hours from wrapping up a 75 hour work week and today has been absolutely dragging.

underactive (4:29:18 PM): god.... 6 more hours of work ><
i_like_music_and_stuff (4:29:25 PM): damn
underactive (5:26:41 PM): only 1 hour has passed since i said "6 more hours of work"
i_like_music_and_stuff (5:26:49 PM): lolololololol
i_like_music_and_stuff (5:27:02 PM): i'm sorry
underactive (6:07:34 PM): am i going crazy? it's only been 40 minutes since my last rant? it seems liek 4 hours have passed
i_like_music_and_stuff (6:07:41 PM): lol
i_like_music_and_stuff (6:07:56 PM): poor thing
underactive (6:07:58 PM): i'm gonna start randomly breaking things around the office
underactive (6:08:01 PM): i know
i_like_music_and_stuff (6:08:07 PM): /fake the shits
underactive (6:08:13 PM): hahah
i_like_music_and_stuff (6:08:13 PM): no one asks anymore
underactive (6:10:09 PM): i could start watching titanic right now and i'd still have 90 minutes left to work after the movie ends

oh ya... saw the courtney love show last night. good times. pics are up in my gallery.